Introduction:
This chapter comes near the end of Lesson Plans:
Tales of a Teacher, Ricki Miller's first book
which deals with some of the interesting characters
she's met along the way.
The
Japanese have a saying that the nail that stands
up gets hammered down. If Jonathan Prescott moved
to Japan, he would be flush with the pavement
like a Roadrunner cartoon. Its not like
I wasnt forewarned. My friend Vicki, a substitute
teacher who knew most of the children in school,
gave me the lowdown on my class list when I first
got it in August.
"As
long as you dont have Jonathan Prescott,
youre safe. Hes the most obnoxious,
ill-tempered kid in the grade. And he can barely
read a word. A real behavior problem and a terrible
student! Hes a child I just cant enjoy,"
she told me. I anxiously combed through the names
on my list, then double-checked. No Jon Prescott.
Whew!
Everyday,
throughout the world, morning, noon and night,
power brokers are making deals. Some involve movie
stars, major corporations, countries or munitions.
Big shots with big money are concocting schemes
and negotiating in terms that the average person
can hardly fathom. Yet, every June and August,
other people, mainly women, are making other kinds
of deals using a level of competence and a cutthroat
tenacity that would impress even the C.I.A., let
alone Eisner and Disney. Big shots in the P.T.A.
are sitting down with principals and bargaining
on behalf of their own corporations: their children.
Class placements are changed and promises are
made. And so it was that Jon Prescott, a name
off my class list in June, became a member of
my class by September.
"What
do you mean you moved him into my class because
you had to?" I demanded of my principal,
a nice man with the backbone of a snake when parents
are involved. "Look carefully at my forehead.
Do you see a sign on it that says All Difficult
Children Welcome. Dont you think this class
is a little stacked?" He turned red and didnt
speak, a sure sign he was guilty. We negotiated,
and he removed one troubled boy, but I was still
left with Jonathan, the number one problem in
the grade, plus more than my share of others.
"Hes a very handsome boy," my
principal called as an afterthought, as if handsome
boys hadnt blinded me and gotten me into
trouble before. "Good." I called back.
"Youll enjoy looking at him whenever
I send him to the office for misbehaving."
Like
all fears, I blew this one way out of proportion.
When my friend who was his teacher in kindergarten
confirmed that he was a terror in her room, the
place in my brain where horror stories are manufactured
ran amuck. The night before my first day of school,
I envisioned Jonathan, the two-headed monster,
ruining my life.
He
turned out to be tall, cute, older than the other
kids (having started kindergarten a year late)
and a self-proclaimed Catskills-style comedian
despite the fact that he had strawberry blond
hair, freckles and skin so pale and sheer that
I felt like I could look straight through him.
Which of course, I could.
He
called out answers all morning and required behavior
management constantly, but he was certainly no
murderer. He was volatile, and could laugh, cry
or beat someone up in a second. The thing that
surprised me was how clearly vulnerable he was.
The smart-guy, jumping out of his seat, constantly
calling out, pain in the neck personality was
a thinly veiled disguise for a very embarrassed
nine-year-old who couldnt read or write
a word. Was he really emotionally disturbed like
several of his teachers thought? Or was he so
frustrated by being learning disabled that he
was always getting into trouble?
Sometime
during the first few days of school, I called
each child over and had them read aloud to me
to get a feel for what level they were at. With
Jonathan it was a dance of diplomacy since he
couldnt read at all and it was clear that
"saving face" was a major component
to winning him over. I chose a simple book with
few words on a page (the type that 5 and 6 year
olds can master) and asked him to read some of
it to me alone at the reading table. I had to
admire his spunk. He looked at the pictures and
concocted a very interesting story, but of course
not one word he said was actually printed on the
page.
"You
seem to have some trouble reading the words, Jon.
This must be frustrating for you," I offered.
"Once
a dummy, always a dummy," he shrugged. "Im
kinda used to it." I noticed his skin getting
very pink and his eyes watery. "I have very
bad allergies," he confessed while grabbing
a tissue to wipe his eyes.
"Seems
to me that a smart boy like you should be able
to read and write. Its really the schools
fault, you know, not yours at all."
"Huh?"
he replied while looking up to meet my eyes.
"Well,
every now and then, a really special kid comes
along who doesnt learn the usual way. His
brain is a little different. So the teachers have
to find other ways to get through to a kid like
this so that he can make the right connections.
You know, like when the wires touch and the light
bulb turns on? I would really like to help you."
"You
think you can get me to read?" he whispered
very low so that no one else could hear.
"Oh
absolutely. Ill make you a promise. If you
try your hardest and dont get discouraged,
I will get you plenty of help and youll
become a good reader by the end of the year."
"You
really think so?" he asked. "I mean,
to tell you the truth, I may not be as smart as
you think. You know this hasnt worked for
a few years already."
"Then
I guess its about time. Like the baseball
player who keeps striking out, maybe youre
due for a home run."
"Well
thanks Miss Miller. It was nice reading for you.
Or whatever it is that I just did," he added.
He returned to his seat and punched the girl sitting
next to him.
In
the meantime, it was necessary for Jonathan to
use the ventriloquist approach when reading out
loud in class. He didnt want to miss a turn
and I couldnt exclude him without making
it apparent that Jon couldnt read, so I
asked the boy who sat next to him to whisper the
words, and then Jon would repeat them out loud.
If Gerard, his buddy, was absent, I'd scoot into
his seat and take over. Think of an amateur version
of Edgar Bergen and Charlie McCarthy, and thats
what it was like. Everyone accepted it as the
way Jonathan read, so after a while, no one even
thought it was unusual.
Spelling
and writing were another story. "You did
great," Gerard insisted when Jon furtively
showed him his spelling test. Gerard was the smartest
and nicest boy in the room and a great friend
to Jonathan.
"Yeah,
real great Gerard! I got every word wrong. You
get everything right and I get everything wrong.
Its beginning to get to me." Jonathan
looked flushed and started wheezing. He was terribly
asthmatic, out from school frequently, and it
didnt take much to set him off.
"Sure
you got every word wrong, but look at how much
less wrong. You used to get every single letter
wrong, and now youre only off by one or
two at most. I see big improvement Jon. Youre
doing better," he said, as he playfully patted
him on the back.
"You
got a point. Maybe my brain is clicking in,"
Jonathan admitted.
Later
that day, I came into my room during lunchtime
to find Mrs. Prescott kneeling on the floor cleaning
out Jonathans desk. "Do you think I
should take him home?" she asked, while organizing
the debris.
"Why
would you take him home?" I answered.
"Well
Josettes mother is very sick and she sits
next to him. If Jon gets sick, he could be out
for weeks. With his asthma I can never be too
careful."
"I
dont think you should take him home, and
I certainly dont think you should keep on
coming in here to straighten out his desk."
"Oh
I dont mind, really. Any other messy kids?
Ill clean their desks out too." A few
minutes later she found Jonathan and took him
home. Mrs. Prescott was a concerned, loving mother
who was overprotective and possessed few parenting
skills. She let him manipulate her all the time.
But this year she became so worried about his
poor academic skills that she was ready to listen
to me when I made suggestions.
"Let
him sit and try to do the homework by himself.
Read the directions for him but dont do
it. Hes got to feel successful and independent,"
I instructed her. She was beginning to listen.
Still,
he was taught certain values at home that I had
a hard time swallowing. We cooked once or twice
a month in my room and a small group of children
would work with me or a class parent, and make
something for a holiday or as part of a unit we
were studying in school. The first time I cooked,
I put on an apron as did five children and Jon
went into his Henny Youngman routine.
"I
like my women to serve me when I come home from
school, particularly wearing high heels and a
frilly white apron. A cocktail before dinner is
always nice, followed by some appetizers. Those
cheesy things on crackers are good." I started
giving him dirty looks, but he just kept on getting
louder and more carried away. "The way I
really like it is for the women to do all the
work, and the men to sit back and smoke cigars.
Nothing like a cute girl to serve me! The prettier
the better." He was now standing by his seat
waving his hands and performing for the room.
"Jonathan,
could I please see you out in the hall for a minute?
I need to talk to you right now," I called
out.
"Sure
Miss Miller, anything you say. Maybe you could
start wearing high heels to school. Youve
got pretty nice legs."
I
was fuming, but tried to keep my voice calm. "Why
are you acting like such a jerk?" I asked.
"Do you realize how insulting you are being
to the girls in this class and to me? Im
a grown up girl too, you know. Do you really think
anyone does anything for you because youre
a boy, or because we care if you like how we look?
Maybe you think youre being funny, but youre
not. Youre being rude. Where do you get
off talking like that?"
Jon
turned red and started looking at the floor. "My
father says things like that all the time, and
my mother likes it. She says it makes her feel
needed. Its her job to do everything for
us."
Now
I had to be very careful. "Youre mom
and dad grew up a long time ago when more people
thought like that. But that kind of thinking doesnt
work nowadays for most people, especially kids.
You realize that all of us here try to help each
other because were friends, not because
were girls or boys. From now on, think before
you talk," I warned.
"Im
sorry. I didnt realize you would get so
mad." He turned bright pink. "Youre
not like my mom. I dont ever listen to her,
and she doesnt care. I dont want you
to be mad at me. Youre the nicest teacher
I ever had." And then he started blubbering.
That was the last time he turned into Hugh Hefner
There
was a strong correlation between the improvement
in Jonathans reading and his behavior. He
became so well behaved that people started asking
me if he was on medication.
"He
started liking himself and feeling like he could
succeed," I explained to the lunch aides
who were used to sending him to the office daily
for fighting.
"Thats
really it?" they asked. "Hes a
different boy."
I
was always finding really easy books to read with
Jon., since he and I had to read alone. He was
in a reading group of one. I tried to find humorous
books that werent babyish for a nine-year-old.
One day in December, I brought in a book about
an Anteater named Aunt Eater. Aunt Eater, the
anteater, was getting ready for Christmas it began.
I thought it was funny. It was the kind of book
a first grader who was learning to read could
plod through. I was sitting with him at the reading
table keeping an eye out for the rest of the class,
when I realized that Jonathan was saying the words
on the page.
"What
did you just say?" I asked him. He started
again and this time it was clear that he was reading
the words on the page. I flipped a few pages ahead
and said, "Try this page." Jon continued
to read. He was actually reading! I grabbed him
by the shoulders and screamed: "Youre
reading. Do you realize that youre reading?"
I felt like Annie Sullivan in the Miracle Worker.
"Oh my! Everybody, Jonathan can read! I mean
on his own, not with anyone telling him the words."
They all broke out in applause. The whole class
had suffered through the bad times when he was
fresh and ill-tempered and got into fights with
them. So it was only right that they took some
pride in his accomplishments now that he was so
much nicer. Jonathan stood up and took a bow.
"It was nothing really," he teased.
I called for teachers who knew Jon from other
classes to come and hear. The reading teacher
came in and we hugged each other. "Whats
the big deal?" Jon said, smiling ear to ear.
"You said I was going to read and I had a
little faith."
We
were ecstatic, but far from out of the water.
He could now read like a beginning first grader
and we somehow had to catch him up to third grade
work if he was going to be able to handle the
third grade curriculum and pass the statewide
reading test. Scores are published in the newspaper
and my district had become crazy about the tests,
making us give old tests monthly and mark them.
We taught reading strategies all the time and
it cut into all other subject areas and made us
feel awful that we were putting so much pressure
on the kids.
At
about the time Jonathan was beginning to learn
how to read I was giving the class their first
practice test. I thought it was cruel to make
an emerging reader take a test that consisted
of eight stories and 56 multiple choice comprehension
questions that ranged from second to sixth grade
reading ability, but I was told to include him,
so I did. Jon got a score of 20 thanks to his
excellent eyesight and ability to read the answers
of the kids who sat near him. Monthly his scores
stayed the same, because he actually started reading
the test and copying less. This was discouraging
to him, since we went over the tests together.
"Youre
not going to agree with me, but I would like to
say something, even though I already know the
answer." Jon approached me one day in the
spring, waving the latest marked test booklet
in his hand. His face looked red.
"Why
dont you try me, and ask the question first.
Maybe Ill surprise you," I answered.
"Well,
you may think this is a very good mark, but I
dont. How come I cant pass this test?
Everybody else can. Why not me? Im trying
very hard." He looked crestfallen.
"Im
very upset too, you know."
"You
are? I figured youd say this was fine, blah,
blah, blah."
"Its
not fine. Im very upset that you cant
seem to pass the test, but Im not upset
with you. Its just a question of getting
a smart boy like you to pass the test. You do
read very well, Jon. Now you need to learn how
to take a test," I added.
Jonathan
was a tough guy, and a big shot whom most of the
kids really liked. He now walked around the playground
telling other kids: "I love school,"
"I love my teacher," and "Reading
is my favorite thing," instead of bopping
them on the head. He had become a poster boy for
"Bad boy makes good."
When
the date for the statewide reading test rolled
around in May, we all held our breath. Jon took
the reading test alone with the reading teacher
in her room, where he was allowed to walk around
and take forever to complete it. This was all
according to his learning disabled classification.
He received a 40 out of a possible 56, a 28 being
a passing score. The reading teacher and I jumped
up and down, and hugged each other.
"So
tell me how you did it?" my friend, Caryn,
asked me one day while we were exercising. She
was a special education teacher in another school
district and had been listening to reports about
Jonathan throughout the year.
I
mopped the sweat off my forehead. "I did
nothing, I swear. I think he was just ready and
able to accept everybodys help." I
answered.
"I
dont believe it." Caryn continued.
"Think hard. What did you do? There had to
be something."
I
was quiet for a while as I kept on race walking.
I was thinking to the rhythm of my feet. "O.K.
Here it is. There was never any doubt in my mind
that he wasnt going to succeed. I had total
faith in him. I dont know why, but I did.
There, that was it. Thats what I did. I
guess I gave him hope."
"Wow,"
Caryn said. "Wow."
My
most successful student almost didnt make
it into my class. By what was fair and square,
I shouldnt have taught him that year. He
proved to be a miracle to me. He renewed my faith
in what I do and showed me that sometimes, I could
really make a difference. The summer after he
was in my class, he sent me a postcard while on
vacation. It was written so neatly and spelled
so perfectly, that I had to stare at it for a
long time before I realized that he, not his mother,
actually wrote it. The last line read "I
miss you. Love, Your friend, Jonathan."
Power
brokers can earn a lot of money and control a
great deal. But heres a secret I doubt they
know. The most powerful thing you will ever do
in your whole life will happen for most of us
between the ages of five and seven. You will learn
how to read. It wont open windows. It wont
open doors. It will break open your world and
blast you through the universe. It will make almost
anything possible. And you can use it anywhere,
even late at night, under the covers, by flashlight,
when youre young and want to find out what
will happen next. And when youre old and
cant get around much, it will help you remember
places and things and remind you that youre
not alone at all. It will not only change what
you can do, but it will change how you feel about
the world and yourself. Just ask Jonathan Prescott.
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